Shopping

Aah I love flee markets. Look what I found today with S! And she found some stuff too, so it wasn't only me shopping.(thank god)

I'm so pleased and happy right now. I can't understand that all these things did cost only 23 €!!

In the stores you would probably get one or two of these for that price.

I will wear this on vappu.

And this one I'll wear when we go out on graduation ;)

Yey, so now we have our Easter holiday which starts tomorrow but we're going to go away today already. So I will be writing again on Monday hopefully. Or maybe I can do it through my phone we'll see if I have anything interesting to tell you.

Dance today yippie!

Take care,

Haadi

An Answer Is Required

I'm just trying to see some sense in my life. Today I've just been bouncing around with a hundred of thoughts. Enough of that.. Hopelessly in love or something...

I met S today in town. We had lunch at Fontana and it was super delicious.

It was so much food I didn't even eat everything, which is odd because I eat a lot.

Anyways, good night,

Haadi

What If You're All I Ever Wanted

What's the problem..... I can't control my mouth. It just plops out the words and then I'm like oh oops sorry..

Yeah but enough of that. My weekend.. Haha, it was again.. Eventful. Nothing more I can write here about. Went out with a friend ( I know, again) and came home the day 

 after..

Today I had a jobinterview. I will get the answer next week. I'm truly hoping to get that job. It seems to match all my expectations. Fingers crossed.

I'll write something soon again,

Haadi

All I'm saying is.. that singer/dancer is amazing.

On The Top Of The World

I'm so freaking happy and excited. I got as a pregraduation gift from my parents! A new phone!

Samsung Galaxy S4!!

I loooove it!

I'm fucking annoyed right now. I can't do anything without having someone nagging about everything jesus.. 




Good night,




 Haadi

Hey

Hi again. I have some kind of a problem. My head is a mess right now. I have barely got any sleep this night because my brain is restless and overthinking. Yet, I feel like I've been sleeping all night. I may talk about this later when I have cleared my head.

Yesterday was really fun. I watched a movie with S. We watched Divergent. I loved it. Really really much. I had heard the soundtrack beforehand, but man, that was all worth the money. It's rare to manage to think like that nowadays. The movie was so down to earth but still so touching. Eventhough it reminded a little of Hunger Games and Harry Potter but this was although one of a kind.

And oh, I was shopping yesterday too.. My bankaccount is blinking red, so I'm in a  desperate need for cash. I had a jobinterview and I have another one on Monday. I honestly hope to get one of them. I will show you the catch from yesterday later on.

I'm going to pick up my dress today and then I have a dance lesson in the evening.

See you laters,

Haadi

My Brain Is Weird

This weekend has been interesting. I've both met new people and old friends. 

Then I have had a strange feeling about everything. Like I don't know how to explain it but it's like something about a meaning in life. Something that makes you feel hopelessly lonely but still you have the feeling that you're not alone. Sounds really weird when I try to change my thoughts into words. 

This is what happens when I'm overthinking. I wish I had a off-button for my brain.. sometimes just to make these really alien thoughts go away.. or ignore them.

Nighters,

Haadi

Why Is Everything Black And White

Oh my god. I'm a shopaholic. I can't resist the temptation of sales in clothing stores.

my shoes for graduation. love them ♥

Yesterday was fun. We danced and had an amazing time. It was really weird this morning because I couldn't sleep longer than till 8 so I got up from bed. I wasn't even hungover, which is a positive thing. It seems like I have more energy today than yesterday.

Soo, today I'm going to meet my friend who I haven't seen for ages. So it'll be nice to catch up with her. 

It wasn't like one year ago since last time.

Take care,

Haadi

Amazingly Energetic

I just wanna dance and jump around... 

That dance lesson kicked me in the backside. Just what I needed to feel better again.
I'm really looking forward to the performance now.

I just hope I will get a summerjob now.

Don't you know my ass is famous..
......
I wonder if this could be love






Anyhow, it's Friday tomorrow and it means weekend. I hope I will have something fun to do. Hmm, I feel like i could party now or something.
And oh. I have started watching Chicago Fire. It's a good TV show. I do recommend it. Especially when Jesse Spencer (from House) and Taylor Kinney are in it. The latter one is extremely hot. hahah. Also known as Lady Gaga's boyfriend. One of the reasons I'm watching it but also because the episodes have something meaningful in them. They tell about firefighters' hard job amongst other people.



Nighters,




Haadi

As Long As I Got You

Me and my friend talked about what to wear for graduation. And she meant when we're going out. I have no idea. But when I dragged out everything from my wardrobe yesterday I couldn't help myself. I tried on my summer dresses and I'm nearly sure what to wear. My friend on the other hand, announced that she will make her own dress. I call that making an effort. I would never in the world have the time nor the patience to make an own dress just for one occasion. But there's the difference, my friend loves to make own clothes because she's good at it. I can't even fix a hole in my socks. Sad, but true. I don't even own a sewing machine, haha. 

My flu is getting better now, so I will hopefully be able to go to the dance this week.

I'm also going to take the dress to the seamstress today and then it will fit properly!

Bye for now,

Haadi

These Days Are A Total Blur

Sometimes I feel happy and think about all the great things happening right now. But sometimes, I feel like crap and think about all the negative things. I would like to feel satisfied with what I have right now and nothing else. To have that inner peace inside and don't be worried about what will come. 

Especially when I've been ill for two weeks now and I'm thinking that I'm not going to conquer this flu. I would really like to get rid of this because it sucks to not be able to for example, dance. I haven't danced for two weeks now and I'm literally climbing up the walls. 

What I'm hoping for is spring to finally be here permanently and that my entrance exams will go well. If I don't get into one school then what on earth should I do for one year..

Like my weeks right now

Well, I have done something useful today. I've been studying and it's quite interesting. It's about language disorders and I'm so excited if I get into that school. I look forward to next year if I'm honest with you. 

Good night,

Haadi

Don't Know What To Think

Hello!

On Thursday I found my dream dress! I know I posted a picture on another dress but I didn't fancy it as much as this one. When I tried this on I couldn't do anything else than smile and think that this is the one. I only need to bring it to a seamstress. I have to get a corset made on the back, otherwise the dress won't fit properly.

...............

It's coral pink and it has a leaf decoration thingy.

It's so perfect and wonderful and.... my words can't describe it.

 beautiful spring weather.

that cake was superdelicious. 

Yesterday I watched a movie at the cinema. I saw Non-Stop. It was pretty good actually

There's Still Love For Everyone

And I'm like, and I'm like...

Uuuuuuu..

Okay, that was a weird thing.. But okay. Today I've been in town with J&I. I tried on a few dresses and I think I foung the perfect one. Although the graduation is in like 2 months but I want to have it ready so that I don't need to stress about it later on. 

Bought a pair of jeans today for the dance performance. It's in May but I still hadn't found any in any flee market that I have been to so I just decided to get it over with.. just because I always leave the clothes to last second and I run around every store. 

I found the picture on the internet. The pink one would be my pick..

I just love it.

Me today.

Until next time,

Haadi

Feel The Power In My Voice

I literally don't know what to do with my life right now. I don't have anything to do during my days left before graduation.. Exept for the entrance examinations. I have four. Yey. Let's start reading then. I'll wait for that for a couple days. 

Party all the time.. sounds like a plan. or then not. I need to save my money now. I'm soon broke and I feel more attracted to a homeparty. I have too much liqour in my stache to be honest.

I honestly don't know what to do and I want a sign of life but it seems quite impossible so I won't have high hopes. U bastard. My brain plays games. My mentality is sailing on shallow waters it feels like. Enough of these crazy talk.

i really love flee markets nowadays. I found these for a total of six €... 

That's called a bargain.. 

walk walk fashion baby

G.U.Y

Me and my broken heart. That's how I've been feeling today. I'm so stupid.

Tomorrow I have my last final exam. I hope it'll go well since the listening comprehension was difficult. German may be hard too.

Today I've been everything from pissed of at everything to sad. Hard to read with these freaky thoughts about the future o.O. What am I going to do next year.



Anyone who wants to guide me please..

Cold chills thanx gaga.



I should jump into bed..



Good night,





Haadi








Shopping And Other Things

I just watched a movie. It was good and horrible at the same time..

I got several times cold chills down my spine. 

It was a Finnish movie so I was prepared for something awful and creepy.

Today I did also book a time at my hairdresser. Super excited but I still don't know how to dye it..

It remains to be seen if I keep it brown or if I want it lighter. I luckily have one week to think.

..........................................

Yesterday I went to the flee market with J&I. I found a leather jacket which I love, two different bags and a peplum-top. I'm really pleased with my catch since everything was so cheap.

Bye for now,

Haadi

Dance Under The Neon Sky

Hey there! 

Is it normal to become disappointed after someone has said they will meet you the next day but then doesn't even bother to say anything.. Just pisses me off that's all...

Today I've been thinking about the sunny weather and the truth behind words. Both spoken and unspoken. Soon it will be spring and when I step outside I'm jumping inside because I know it's only a few inches behind the corner.

I went to the shoe shop the other day just for a quick look. I saw these immediately when I glanced over a shelf with high heels. Then I tried them on. It felt like walking on air. So comfortable and soft and gaaah I love 'em.  I thought that they will only stay in my wardrobe but I'm determined to use them. For spring at least cause they have a thin lining inside the shoe. I was thrilled to notice that the label is Tamaris, so a really good bottom I say. 

Can't wait to wear them hehe.

Writing laters, 

Haadi

I Want It All

Our school musical was a success. We had all in all 4 shows and 3 of them today. 
I have sore legs but it was all worth it, kind of. 


Next thing that is on my schedule is reading for my final exams. They start on Monday. I'm not so excited over them though. 




It's already March and soon it'll be May and then I will hopefully graduate.
I just hope it goes well.

 I want it to be spring now. I can feel it in the air. 

Laters,



Haadi



this song needs more publicity because the singer is simply amazing..

Coldplay is back! 

Time Goes By Too Fast

Oh my God. I'm 19.. It feels unreal. It only feels like yesterday when I turned 18..

Anyway, I had a great evening last week and a big thanks who made it good.


Now I've been away for half a week. We had our sports holiday. Always when I'm somewhere I want to go to the clothing shops, just in case if I find something that is for sale. This time, I found a goldmine.

 this shirt is my beloved one since I found it in the store and now it was on sale, and it was in my size. :)

After 2 weeks my final exams continues. Before that I will have plenty to read.






Until later,




Haadi



A Night To Remember

Oh my god. What a night it was yesterday. 

First we had our first final exam and I don't really know how it went. Let's hope it went well.

It feels so unreal. I mean, we don't have any lessons anymore. 

I haven't had that fun for a long time.

We had a teacher dinner with delicious food and a nice program. 

After that we went out and we danced and danced. 

Nighters,

Haadi

A Little Bit Closer To The End

Hey there!

Right now I'm feeling like a mashed potato because we have had a practice for the final exams two days in a row. Tomorrow I will have the German exam.
But then in the evening I will relax and have some fun. :)

old picture :)




Now nighters,



Haadi







Here's some nice music I found that I have had on a dance
lesson but never recognized the song before.