It Wasn't Even That Complicated

Hey again.

So again a nice weekend behind me. Only this time with a party with delicious food and a meetup with relatives you don't see that often. 

I have been thinking. Well, that's what normal people do. Hahah. I have been wondering if other people you kind of know can sense if you have something to say that isn't so nice..? Like you have something to say that you never would say but you still think about it when you see the person. I have this coming up in a few days and of course I'm not going to say anything but yeah whatever I just don't know what I should do. Act normal as nothing has happened..... I think that's the better option. 

Now I'm stressing about my entrance exams. I only have 2 weeks to read before the first exam. I'm so screwed. I have soooo much to read. I know what I'll do all day long then from now on.

Only that my job starts next Monday(not tomorrow). 

But now good night!

Haadi

My Weird Thoughts Again

Hi.

I have had a nice Easter holiday. I ate. Loads. And met my cousins.

Yesterday I burned my back. Yes, well done me. First sign of summer. I burn myself. Always something good. I once burned my back so badly it did hurt for one week, at least.
I want to get a freaking answer about some job... I'm this close to call there myself just to make sure if I did or didn't get the job. ...

I'm thinking too much nowadays. That's what happens when I'm home alone trying to read and then just suddenly I think about something from , for example, from the kindergarten. Sounds really screwed up yes I know. My head does those past time travels and then I'm like what just happened. Lately I've just been thinking that everything, and then I mean everything, was much more easier when we were children. Nothing to worry about, just taking the next day as it came. Not puzzling about anything emotional at all, no love problems, no problems with any friend whatsoever. Just living easy life.
Oh jesus. Now I'm babbling again.
I guess I never get rid of this deep, emotional, weird and random part of my brain.

Okay. I'm super excited for next week to be honest. It's vappu on Wednesday, which means party. I just hope that we have somewhere to go because otherwise we'll stand on the streets.

Until next time,







Haadi

Shopping

Aah I love flee markets. Look what I found today with S! And she found some stuff too, so it wasn't only me shopping.(thank god)

I'm so pleased and happy right now. I can't understand that all these things did cost only 23 €!!

In the stores you would probably get one or two of these for that price.

I will wear this on vappu.

And this one I'll wear when we go out on graduation ;)

Yey, so now we have our Easter holiday which starts tomorrow but we're going to go away today already. So I will be writing again on Monday hopefully. Or maybe I can do it through my phone we'll see if I have anything interesting to tell you.

Dance today yippie!

Take care,

Haadi

An Answer Is Required

I'm just trying to see some sense in my life. Today I've just been bouncing around with a hundred of thoughts. Enough of that.. Hopelessly in love or something...

I met S today in town. We had lunch at Fontana and it was super delicious.

It was so much food I didn't even eat everything, which is odd because I eat a lot.

Anyways, good night,

Haadi

What If You're All I Ever Wanted

What's the problem..... I can't control my mouth. It just plops out the words and then I'm like oh oops sorry..

Yeah but enough of that. My weekend.. Haha, it was again.. Eventful. Nothing more I can write here about. Went out with a friend ( I know, again) and came home the day 

 after..

Today I had a jobinterview. I will get the answer next week. I'm truly hoping to get that job. It seems to match all my expectations. Fingers crossed.

I'll write something soon again,

Haadi

All I'm saying is.. that singer/dancer is amazing.

On The Top Of The World

I'm so freaking happy and excited. I got as a pregraduation gift from my parents! A new phone!

Samsung Galaxy S4!!

I loooove it!

I'm fucking annoyed right now. I can't do anything without having someone nagging about everything jesus.. 




Good night,




 Haadi

Hey

Hi again. I have some kind of a problem. My head is a mess right now. I have barely got any sleep this night because my brain is restless and overthinking. Yet, I feel like I've been sleeping all night. I may talk about this later when I have cleared my head.

Yesterday was really fun. I watched a movie with S. We watched Divergent. I loved it. Really really much. I had heard the soundtrack beforehand, but man, that was all worth the money. It's rare to manage to think like that nowadays. The movie was so down to earth but still so touching. Eventhough it reminded a little of Hunger Games and Harry Potter but this was although one of a kind.

And oh, I was shopping yesterday too.. My bankaccount is blinking red, so I'm in a  desperate need for cash. I had a jobinterview and I have another one on Monday. I honestly hope to get one of them. I will show you the catch from yesterday later on.

I'm going to pick up my dress today and then I have a dance lesson in the evening.

See you laters,

Haadi

My Brain Is Weird

This weekend has been interesting. I've both met new people and old friends. 

Then I have had a strange feeling about everything. Like I don't know how to explain it but it's like something about a meaning in life. Something that makes you feel hopelessly lonely but still you have the feeling that you're not alone. Sounds really weird when I try to change my thoughts into words. 

This is what happens when I'm overthinking. I wish I had a off-button for my brain.. sometimes just to make these really alien thoughts go away.. or ignore them.

Nighters,

Haadi

Why Is Everything Black And White

Oh my god. I'm a shopaholic. I can't resist the temptation of sales in clothing stores.

my shoes for graduation. love them ♥

Yesterday was fun. We danced and had an amazing time. It was really weird this morning because I couldn't sleep longer than till 8 so I got up from bed. I wasn't even hungover, which is a positive thing. It seems like I have more energy today than yesterday.

Soo, today I'm going to meet my friend who I haven't seen for ages. So it'll be nice to catch up with her. 

It wasn't like one year ago since last time.

Take care,

Haadi

Amazingly Energetic

I just wanna dance and jump around... 

That dance lesson kicked me in the backside. Just what I needed to feel better again.
I'm really looking forward to the performance now.

I just hope I will get a summerjob now.

Don't you know my ass is famous..
......
I wonder if this could be love






Anyhow, it's Friday tomorrow and it means weekend. I hope I will have something fun to do. Hmm, I feel like i could party now or something.
And oh. I have started watching Chicago Fire. It's a good TV show. I do recommend it. Especially when Jesse Spencer (from House) and Taylor Kinney are in it. The latter one is extremely hot. hahah. Also known as Lady Gaga's boyfriend. One of the reasons I'm watching it but also because the episodes have something meaningful in them. They tell about firefighters' hard job amongst other people.



Nighters,




Haadi

As Long As I Got You

Me and my friend talked about what to wear for graduation. And she meant when we're going out. I have no idea. But when I dragged out everything from my wardrobe yesterday I couldn't help myself. I tried on my summer dresses and I'm nearly sure what to wear. My friend on the other hand, announced that she will make her own dress. I call that making an effort. I would never in the world have the time nor the patience to make an own dress just for one occasion. But there's the difference, my friend loves to make own clothes because she's good at it. I can't even fix a hole in my socks. Sad, but true. I don't even own a sewing machine, haha. 

My flu is getting better now, so I will hopefully be able to go to the dance this week.

I'm also going to take the dress to the seamstress today and then it will fit properly!

Bye for now,

Haadi