These Days Are A Total Blur

Sometimes I feel happy and think about all the great things happening right now. But sometimes, I feel like crap and think about all the negative things. I would like to feel satisfied with what I have right now and nothing else. To have that inner peace inside and don't be worried about what will come. 

Especially when I've been ill for two weeks now and I'm thinking that I'm not going to conquer this flu. I would really like to get rid of this because it sucks to not be able to for example, dance. I haven't danced for two weeks now and I'm literally climbing up the walls. 

What I'm hoping for is spring to finally be here permanently and that my entrance exams will go well. If I don't get into one school then what on earth should I do for one year..

Like my weeks right now

Well, I have done something useful today. I've been studying and it's quite interesting. It's about language disorders and I'm so excited if I get into that school. I look forward to next year if I'm honest with you. 

Good night,

Haadi

Don't Know What To Think

Hello!

On Thursday I found my dream dress! I know I posted a picture on another dress but I didn't fancy it as much as this one. When I tried this on I couldn't do anything else than smile and think that this is the one. I only need to bring it to a seamstress. I have to get a corset made on the back, otherwise the dress won't fit properly.

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It's coral pink and it has a leaf decoration thingy.

It's so perfect and wonderful and.... my words can't describe it.

 beautiful spring weather.

that cake was superdelicious. 

Yesterday I watched a movie at the cinema. I saw Non-Stop. It was pretty good actually

There's Still Love For Everyone

And I'm like, and I'm like...

Uuuuuuu..

Okay, that was a weird thing.. But okay. Today I've been in town with J&I. I tried on a few dresses and I think I foung the perfect one. Although the graduation is in like 2 months but I want to have it ready so that I don't need to stress about it later on. 

Bought a pair of jeans today for the dance performance. It's in May but I still hadn't found any in any flee market that I have been to so I just decided to get it over with.. just because I always leave the clothes to last second and I run around every store. 

I found the picture on the internet. The pink one would be my pick..

I just love it.

Me today.

Until next time,

Haadi

Feel The Power In My Voice

I literally don't know what to do with my life right now. I don't have anything to do during my days left before graduation.. Exept for the entrance examinations. I have four. Yey. Let's start reading then. I'll wait for that for a couple days. 

Party all the time.. sounds like a plan. or then not. I need to save my money now. I'm soon broke and I feel more attracted to a homeparty. I have too much liqour in my stache to be honest.

I honestly don't know what to do and I want a sign of life but it seems quite impossible so I won't have high hopes. U bastard. My brain plays games. My mentality is sailing on shallow waters it feels like. Enough of these crazy talk.

i really love flee markets nowadays. I found these for a total of six €... 

That's called a bargain.. 

walk walk fashion baby

G.U.Y

Me and my broken heart. That's how I've been feeling today. I'm so stupid.

Tomorrow I have my last final exam. I hope it'll go well since the listening comprehension was difficult. German may be hard too.

Today I've been everything from pissed of at everything to sad. Hard to read with these freaky thoughts about the future o.O. What am I going to do next year.



Anyone who wants to guide me please..

Cold chills thanx gaga.



I should jump into bed..



Good night,





Haadi








Shopping And Other Things

I just watched a movie. It was good and horrible at the same time..

I got several times cold chills down my spine. 

It was a Finnish movie so I was prepared for something awful and creepy.

Today I did also book a time at my hairdresser. Super excited but I still don't know how to dye it..

It remains to be seen if I keep it brown or if I want it lighter. I luckily have one week to think.

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Yesterday I went to the flee market with J&I. I found a leather jacket which I love, two different bags and a peplum-top. I'm really pleased with my catch since everything was so cheap.

Bye for now,

Haadi

Dance Under The Neon Sky

Hey there! 

Is it normal to become disappointed after someone has said they will meet you the next day but then doesn't even bother to say anything.. Just pisses me off that's all...

Today I've been thinking about the sunny weather and the truth behind words. Both spoken and unspoken. Soon it will be spring and when I step outside I'm jumping inside because I know it's only a few inches behind the corner.

I went to the shoe shop the other day just for a quick look. I saw these immediately when I glanced over a shelf with high heels. Then I tried them on. It felt like walking on air. So comfortable and soft and gaaah I love 'em.  I thought that they will only stay in my wardrobe but I'm determined to use them. For spring at least cause they have a thin lining inside the shoe. I was thrilled to notice that the label is Tamaris, so a really good bottom I say. 

Can't wait to wear them hehe.

Writing laters, 

Haadi

I Want It All

Our school musical was a success. We had all in all 4 shows and 3 of them today. 
I have sore legs but it was all worth it, kind of. 


Next thing that is on my schedule is reading for my final exams. They start on Monday. I'm not so excited over them though. 




It's already March and soon it'll be May and then I will hopefully graduate.
I just hope it goes well.

 I want it to be spring now. I can feel it in the air. 

Laters,



Haadi



this song needs more publicity because the singer is simply amazing..

Coldplay is back!