Perfume Your Neck

ARTPOP is totally amazing! I am addicted and it's just an eargasm x 1000000..
G.U.Y. is one of my favourites at the moment.

In about one month we're going to have our dance performance. I'm feeling it already creeping closer like a balloon that is going to explode. That adrenaline kick you get before you're going on stage is just indescribable.



Good night y'all,



Haadi

The Sky Is The Limit

Hey! 

Yesterday I were out with Jontte and Molly. We had a lot of fun heheh :). 

Last week we had our autumn holiday. And Jontte's birthday. His party was totally perfect.

In the middle of everything I have started wondering why teens have to react so dramatically in all situations. And now I mean like everything that happens. It's so frustrating but yet so wonderful. Why cannot we just go with the flow and see what happens. I would really like to know how to just take all things as they come. Or just loosen up a little bit, not be so tense. Maybe we learn it as we get older. Haha




Good night,



Haadi

Put Your Hands Up Make 'Em Touch

Holy.... This test week has been too long and exhausting but tomorrow will be party time.

Last Friday I had my exam and those 6 hours went by so fast. Omg. Now I can only hope for a good grade. 

I had my last test today and it went quite okay. And I payed my Berlin trip today I'm so so excited! (Even though it's in November)

And tomorrow I'm going to party my ass off haha..

That lipstick would be so awesome to wear at a party. 

Bye for now,

Haadi

We Are Full Of Wonder

This weekend has contained one thing: reading for my exam on Friday.
I'm getting nervous just of the thought.
But I'm really proud of myself that I read so much.. haha.



These past few weeks I've been thinking about life. What I'm going to do after this senior year in school. So many options but what to choose?



Right now I just wanna party party party and party..

Atlas

Oh my god.

This song is so amazing!!! I love it! Long time, no sea Coldplay ♥

And apparently the song will be in the next Hunger Games movie: Catching Fire.

And I can't wait for ARTPOP to be released. omfg. 

Bye,

Haadi

When Your Words Mean Nothing I Go La La La

Lately I've been thinking about people. In general. Is every single one real or is just pretending to be nice or is everybody playing a role that everyone else can see... I have noticed that when certain people I always have thought have been really unreal and "evil" in my eyes suddenly turns out to be nice? It's just weird. Like I've known some people for 6 years and they turn out to be nice.. But what do I know, it might be different when these persons are alone so to say and not always together with their friends who always stands up for them no matter in what situation they are.

Just me over thinking again.

Picture from yesterday.

Nighters,

Haadi

And now some good music ;)

Let Me Feel So Free

Wow, hi.

This week has been pretty a wake-up call for me and the realization that school has begun again. And our last year (!!!) Now we're seniors, holy poop.

My thoughts have been rushing up and down lately. I just don't know if it's normal teen life to just blindly believe in others and then get deeply disappointed. Ugh -.-

I'm just gonna marry the night instead, hah. 

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Friday was nice nice nice. We went out with the girls and had a blast. 

On Tuesday I went dancing for the first time this autumn. Voguing is so fun! 

Last weekend was also one of my best weekends of my whole summer, although school had started already. Weekend festival, it was really an experience I won't forget since we saw David Guetta so closely. While we were in Helsinki, I had the chance to see my uncle too :). 

Good nighterss, 

Haadi

The Queen released her new video on Monday, I got to say: I love it! ♥

You're Moving On You Said

Finally at home. Kind of weird to be home now when I was prepared to work until this week's Saturday. I'm not complaining, I'm more relieved. I have worked all summer long, and one week so called holiday is just what I need after all the strawberries and ice cream. 

I met Sandra today and we had a blast. I think destiny had something to do with our three coincidences with the same people.. Haha.. Well, I laughed.

This week is really going to be my most planned week.. But yeah well, I have been away all summer so. Waiting for the weekend though. 

P.S. I love my Converse xD haha

Laterss, 

Haadi

What's The Point Of Playin'?

It feels like forever the last time I wrote something here. 

Well, I have been working and at home this weekend. Met a couple of friends. I was shopping too. These pretty ones ♥ I'm still in love with that colour!

I'm both happy and first-stage-stressed.

Oh my my, time goes by so fast.. It only feels like yesterday when I started working.. Hah, no just kidding. It feels like 3 weeks ago. I'm not mentally or physically ready for some serious thinking.
I have some time to forget school for a moment. But only for a while. Time has soon come when I have to walk inside that building again and say goodbye to lovely summer.







Not to depress me more, summer pictures.

Laters,



Haadi

Love Is A Dangerous Game To Play

 Don't know what I'm thinking right ow about everything. 

Everything seems to be such a mess. Trying to "plan" my future. No success. 

Hah. 

Two days off work.. Yes it's just what I need right now. Sleep and relax. I should read my books for the final exams.

Bye,

Haadi

If I Breath, I'm Alive

My back hurts.. -.- fml. 

Luckily I have a day off tomorrow. 

It feels like the days here floats into each other. I have been here for a so long time but still not. I started reading on the first book for my exam... Jesus I have much to read. 

Better start reading then so that I won't have everything ahead of me. 

Today has been a warm day. And my head has played tricks with me. It repeats old memories that I wouldn't like to remember in such detail. My brain remembers useless things and I just get uncomfortable remembering them. 

Be good,

Haadi

Sweet Harmony

I had a nice day off yesterday. It paid off at least.. I wasn't feeling that good yesterday, haha.

Sunday was seriously a day I had been waiting for, I had so much fun here. New friends and people came and talk to me even and said like: "Hey, I know who you are. You work at that place... " 

I was like yeah, do I know you. Kind of funny though since I don't know so many people here. 

Then I met one person who really made me convinced that boys can dance. Holy freaking shit.. I should take him out and dance sometime ;).

Laters,

Haadi

We Are A Secret

I really want to hit something really hard right now. Let all this unnecessary frustration get away. -.-

First my boss complained about my work habits and shit.. And I don't know what is happening right now o.O. Like holy freaking shit. Yesterday was really random, and today everything seems to be as it used to be again. Almost. 

I don't know if it is worth fight for, but my head and heart tells me otherwise. Even though it seems hopeless I still want it to be true. It's still like you're hiding there, but I can see you. Like see who you are, kind of. Well, let's not confuse myself and you anymore.

Tomorrow work and then two days off from work!  Yess!! Can't wait!

We got the power to make you lo-o-o-ove....

Bye, 

Haadi

She's Not Me

Zara Larsson ♥

Let The Morning Come

I have a weird feeling about everything. Like I over analyze everything and then I just get annoyed and think that there's no point in what I do or want to do. I really don't know what to think sometimes. And my head doesn't know what to think anymore. Nothing is clear and my thoughts seems to be a messy blur. And it changes from day to day; one day I have clear plans ahead of me and the next it feels like I'm wasting my life on something that isn't even possible.

I'm so angry with myself because I'm so stupidly stupid. It's like when I want to let go but my brain is really stubborn and won't listen to me.. So I guess I have to live with it for some time now. 

It's Hard To Breath

Hey!

I've been working for almost 2 weeks and I'm starting to like my job. It took nearly 1,5 weeks for me to get used to it so to say.

I think this work-summer will be nice and different after all. Although I won't see my friends as often as I would like but I see them all the time in school in autumn, right?

Anyways, I WANT TO DANCE :D hahha.. Just had to say that because I'm getting nuts here. Okay, I'm excited for the new dance I tried out here a couple of weeks ago: voguing. I would love to start with it, if the time and day is suitable for me. 



Laters, 



Haadi

so beautiful

It's Music Time!!

Have a good midsummer!!

Dreaming About The Things We Could Be

How the fuck am I ever going to forget my 18th midsummer and I have to spend it at my grandma's place.. WTF really.... -.-

Well, I'm still pissed off big time but I will get over it because I know I will be going home after 3 weeks or so. 

Well, have a good weekend you all! I have work tomorrow but luckily it's only 4 hours. Then I have 2 days off again ♥




See You,


Haadi

Big Day Ahead

Well, I have been working. The first day was awful because I had to work for 11 hours. 

But the yesterday was a regular workday. But there were not so much costumer so I had not so much to do. Maybe today will be better cause the sun is shining!

Tomorrow big day for my little brother. He has his confirmation.

And we'll also sort of celebrate that he got a study place where he applied for.

And on Monday my mum has her birthday. So we will have 3 things to remember in a day.

I guess it will be fun to see all relatives again.

Soon off to work and then one day off! Yes! Getting used to the job routine already and the costumers are so friendly.

Pictures coming up later!

Haadi

Now We Are Talking To Each Other Again

I met Sandra in town yesterday.  We went to stores. 

Not good for me. I bought one thing. Again.

I bought it cause I still love that lime green colour.

I should be banned for life from those clothing stores. 

Anyways, I'm starting my job on Thursday. My employer let me know that yesterday. Fine by me. I had one more day at home to take it easy.


Feeling so lazy right now, but it is summer now so I allow myself to be lazier. I miss my dance lessons. Most hip hop.


I kind of feel empty when there is nothing that I have to do, yet. On Thursday I don't have as much free time as now.


See You Soon,





Haadi