I have a weird feeling about everything. Like I over analyze everything and then I just get annoyed and think that there's no point in what I do or want to do. I really don't know what to think sometimes. And my head doesn't know what to think anymore. Nothing is clear and my thoughts seems to be a messy blur. And it changes from day to day; one day I have clear plans ahead of me and the next it feels like I'm wasting my life on something that isn't even possible.
I'm so angry with myself because I'm so stupidly stupid. It's like when I want to let go but my brain is really stubborn and won't listen to me.. So I guess I have to live with it for some time now.
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