maanantai 29. heinäkuuta 2013

What's The Point Of Playin'?



It feels like forever the last time I wrote something here. 

Well, I have been working and at home this weekend. Met a couple of friends. I was shopping too. These pretty ones ♥ I'm still in love with that colour!





I'm both happy and first-stage-stressed.




Oh my my, time goes by so fast.. It only feels like yesterday when I started working.. Hah, no just kidding. It feels like 3 weeks ago. I'm not mentally or physically ready for some serious thinking.
I have some time to forget school for a moment. But only for a while. Time has soon come when I have to walk inside that building again and say goodbye to lovely summer.







Not to depress me more, summer pictures.










Laters,



Haadi











tiistai 16. heinäkuuta 2013

Love Is A Dangerous Game To Play




 Don't know what I'm thinking right ow about everything. 
Everything seems to be such a mess. Trying to "plan" my future. No success. 
Hah. 








Two days off work.. Yes it's just what I need right now. Sleep and relax. I should read my books for the final exams.




Bye,


Haadi




lauantai 13. heinäkuuta 2013

If I Breath, I'm Alive



My back hurts.. -.- fml. 
Luckily I have a day off tomorrow. 

It feels like the days here floats into each other. I have been here for a so long time but still not. I started reading on the first book for my exam... Jesus I have much to read. 
Better start reading then so that I won't have everything ahead of me. 

Today has been a warm day. And my head has played tricks with me. It repeats old memories that I wouldn't like to remember in such detail. My brain remembers useless things and I just get uncomfortable remembering them. 








Be good,




Haadi













tiistai 9. heinäkuuta 2013

Sweet Harmony




I had a nice day off yesterday. It paid off at least.. I wasn't feeling that good yesterday, haha.
Sunday was seriously a day I had been waiting for, I had so much fun here. New friends and people came and talk to me even and said like: "Hey, I know who you are. You work at that place... " 
I was like yeah, do I know you. Kind of funny though since I don't know so many people here. 
Then I met one person who really made me convinced that boys can dance. Holy freaking shit.. I should take him out and dance sometime ;).




Laters,







Haadi









keskiviikko 3. heinäkuuta 2013

We Are A Secret


I really want to hit something really hard right now. Let all this unnecessary frustration get away. -.-
First my boss complained about my work habits and shit.. And I don't know what is happening right now o.O. Like holy freaking shit. Yesterday was really random, and today everything seems to be as it used to be again. Almost. 

I don't know if it is worth fight for, but my head and heart tells me otherwise. Even though it seems hopeless I still want it to be true. It's still like you're hiding there, but I can see you. Like see who you are, kind of. Well, let's not confuse myself and you anymore.



Tomorrow work and then two days off from work!  Yess!! Can't wait!






We got the power to make you lo-o-o-ove....







Bye, 




Haadi