Let The Morning Come

I have a weird feeling about everything. Like I over analyze everything and then I just get annoyed and think that there's no point in what I do or want to do. I really don't know what to think sometimes. And my head doesn't know what to think anymore. Nothing is clear and my thoughts seems to be a messy blur. And it changes from day to day; one day I have clear plans ahead of me and the next it feels like I'm wasting my life on something that isn't even possible.

I'm so angry with myself because I'm so stupidly stupid. It's like when I want to let go but my brain is really stubborn and won't listen to me.. So I guess I have to live with it for some time now. 

It's Hard To Breath

Hey!

I've been working for almost 2 weeks and I'm starting to like my job. It took nearly 1,5 weeks for me to get used to it so to say.

I think this work-summer will be nice and different after all. Although I won't see my friends as often as I would like but I see them all the time in school in autumn, right?

Anyways, I WANT TO DANCE :D hahha.. Just had to say that because I'm getting nuts here. Okay, I'm excited for the new dance I tried out here a couple of weeks ago: voguing. I would love to start with it, if the time and day is suitable for me. 



Laters, 



Haadi

so beautiful

It's Music Time!!

Have a good midsummer!!

Dreaming About The Things We Could Be

How the fuck am I ever going to forget my 18th midsummer and I have to spend it at my grandma's place.. WTF really.... -.-

Well, I'm still pissed off big time but I will get over it because I know I will be going home after 3 weeks or so. 

Well, have a good weekend you all! I have work tomorrow but luckily it's only 4 hours. Then I have 2 days off again ♥




See You,


Haadi

Big Day Ahead

Well, I have been working. The first day was awful because I had to work for 11 hours. 

But the yesterday was a regular workday. But there were not so much costumer so I had not so much to do. Maybe today will be better cause the sun is shining!

Tomorrow big day for my little brother. He has his confirmation.

And we'll also sort of celebrate that he got a study place where he applied for.

And on Monday my mum has her birthday. So we will have 3 things to remember in a day.

I guess it will be fun to see all relatives again.

Soon off to work and then one day off! Yes! Getting used to the job routine already and the costumers are so friendly.

Pictures coming up later!

Haadi

Now We Are Talking To Each Other Again

I met Sandra in town yesterday.  We went to stores. 

Not good for me. I bought one thing. Again.

I bought it cause I still love that lime green colour.

I should be banned for life from those clothing stores. 

Anyways, I'm starting my job on Thursday. My employer let me know that yesterday. Fine by me. I had one more day at home to take it easy.


Feeling so lazy right now, but it is summer now so I allow myself to be lazier. I miss my dance lessons. Most hip hop.


I kind of feel empty when there is nothing that I have to do, yet. On Thursday I don't have as much free time as now.


See You Soon,





Haadi 

SUMMER

Now I'm really getting the feeling. 2 months of relax and work. Got to love life ♥.

Wednesday and yesterday were seriously the most awesome days ever. 

First I had a dance lesson on Wednesday, voguing was really what I guessed it would be: different, fun and catwalkish. 

Then in the evening we celebrated Cessis birthday!

So much fun and DANCE. Don't know when I have danced that much. We had an entire bar for ourselves for an hour. It's good to be 18 in the summer.

Yesterday I were on the beach sunbathing with Jontero (indeed -.-'). I burned my skin so now I look like a red turkey on my legs. Hhaha. 

Then we went to see a movie: The Great Gatsby. I LOVED IT! 

Omg, really.. Can a movie get better than that??!! The music and everything was just perfect and wonderful!! 

Next Wednesday= First day at work. We'll see how fun it is.

Laters,

Haadi

First Impression

First trial day at work. It was hard at first but then it wasn't after a couple of hours.
Now I'm excited for next week!



Here comes pictures from Ina's birthday party!

I'm getting hungry here xD


Then I was shopping yesterday. I bought too much stuff. My parents think I'm mad. (true, maybe)

Well, here they come!

 Dinsko

 H&M

Lindex




Then I also bought one more t-shirt. Today I bought a present to my friend who has her birthday tomorrow!! Excited !!

I'm going nuts here. Can't wait for the summer to really kick off.

Scared

Love love her ♥

With A Smile, That's My Home

Second year finished. Only a couple of months and then I'm done with that school. Sigh..

Well, I had fun last night. A bunch of people went to my friends place.

I hope my friend was wasted cause that kind of wasn't nice xD

Why does it feel like I don't believe anything anymore what anyone says. Like is that really what you think of me.. And then come and brag about some shit I don't even want to hear.

Yeah, fml. Wasting my time here anyway, why even bother.

Friday was fun, Ina had her birthday party. She turned 18!!

 I got too wasted. Not good.

I had fun though.

I wan't to see the Great Gatsby.

Wantie wantie

Have a good day y'all!

Haadi