I'm have a restless soul. I can't just be and have nothing to do, I need to have something that keeps me occupied. It feels like my life isn't moving anywhere.
So I talked about making a new blog and so I did. It's now time to say goodbye to this blog.
Here is the new one : nouw.com/heidiih
I'm having a severe age crisis going on. I have about one week time to be a teenager. That is so crazy to actually turn 20. I can't keep up with the time. How awful mustn't it be, like I should be an adult now but it definitely doesn't feel like it. I'm still doing stupid shit mistakes and I now know that it is me, myself and I who has to bare all the consequences. I have just experienced life as fun and partying these last two years but lately it has been a little too much of that. Getting emotional here because of all my lovely and dear friends who still is there for me. Even though we don't meet all the time I still have you in my heart. It really means a lot. I know I only can say this when I'm drunk but now I stepped up and said it in a sober state of mind.
Still it feels like I'm not doing anything important so a little party never killed nobody. Hahah.
I still feel like I don't know for 100% certainty where I'm going to be next fall and that is scaring me a lot. Late night angst bye.
So lately I have been thinking about changing my blog adress and start fresh and begin a new chapter so to say.
I have had this blog since New Year's Eve 2011, so I kind of feel like something needs to change.
I have some really old texts here and I would be more than happy to erase them. I have also thought about changing the language to swedish but I really don't know. I'll see what I decide.
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Do you know the feeling when you hear a song that takes you back to a time that was nice then but now it's only an empty memory? A memory connected to something you don't want to remember and you just change the song when you hear it e.g. from the radio. I have at least one.
It is a good song no doubt, but I just can't listen to it.
Yeah, I think I'm not the only one having this issue.
Oh, I forgot to mention this in the last post. I have to admit it. I'm obsessed with the 50 shades of grey soundtrack. One fact that will happen again this year. Me and pizza on Valentine's day, that's a date.
Tomorrow Fridayy! Here are some songs to cheer up the dancing mood for the weekend.
