Deep Into My Soul

Hi.

So now everything's set and done for the holidays. On Monday we had our Christmas dance show. 
It went really well and it was a whole lot of fun to see all the different dances. I had kind of a sad feeling or something after the show though. Earlier this fall I had nearly decided that this will be the last time I take any dance classes. Now I'm not so sure anymore. I would love to continue after this short holiday but on the other hand I feel like I need to do something else. A new challenge, a challenge where not only my body gets stronger but also my mind. 

You may not know what I mean now but I have a really bad self control when it comes to training. I used to have a such a clear picture of my goals when I was in the athletics and that's already 4 years ago. Woah time goes by so fast. I did quit athletics due to an inflammation and that I felt that I was never going to be as good as the best in our training group or whatever you call it. I was really strong at that point, I had muscles that were strong. Now I just feel ... not as strong hah. What I would like to do is build back that muscle strength. Oh enough of this crap now.

I just love these pictures haha, especially the smaller ones.

Laterss,





Haadi