Spin Me Around

Sometimes I feel so hopeless and I'm restless. Sometimes I just sit and think that everything's a mess. Sometimes I just smile out of nothing. And sometimes everything seems like you have so many problems you want to sink under the ground.

.........

Yep, so what have I done these past few days. I've been dancing, read to my exams that I have in less than two weeks (holy crap) and thought about my possibilities when it comes to my year without studies. Now I'm thinking like why didn't I go to any vocational school but three years ago I didn't know what I wanted to be. In the today's society you need to have either a finished education or the experience from the same field of work.
Oh well, I'll just have to hang in here, the luck must turn at some point.






Good night,



Haadi

Fun Times

Oh christ.. Yesterday was freakingg awesome partytime!! I haven't had that fun for ages.

Although I make a complete fool of myself everytime I'm in that state. 

Right now I feel like never again, but you know me, nothing keeps me away when I want to have fun.

I wonder what that cashier might have thought about us slightly drunk girls stepping inside that store in the morning hahaha.

Oh and the job.. I didn't get it but I'm searching feverishly for something else.

Good night,

Haadi

Live In The Moment

I'm nervous as hell.. Job interviews are never going to be a calm thing for me. I'm always freaking out and then I just get black-outs when I can't think straight when I don't find anything smart or clever to say. And I'll probably faint if anyone of my old teachers show up(holy jesus). Oh well, I have nothing to lose so I'm giving my all tomorrow.

I've come to the conclusion that I miss school. Kind of. It's just the everyday routine that I miss nothing else about it really. Maybe the fact that you do something useful with your life and learn.. After 12 years of school it feels like a big part of my everyday life is not there anymore. 

I see I have too much to think right now..

Nighterss,

Haadi

Life Is A Party

Wknd festival this year was so awesome and so much fun! 

And of course, when we went to another city, we got a taste of the nightlife there.

Laterss,

Haadi

Summer Memories

So freaking hopeless.. That's how it feels to be without a job.

Oh well, I just have to keep my eyes open and start to do this job search for real.

some pictures from my latest actions ..



I've realized that this summer is (soon) over. The time has gone by so fast although I haven't been working all the time. 

What I did yesterday instead of going out, again; I watched CF season 2. All episodes. 
When I watched the season finale I just wanted to see more..
Something to look forward to in my life hah.

I'll write later,




Haadi

All I Can Say Is Eh

Hello.

 So, everything and nothing has happened since I wrote. I've started looking for real jobs. 

Haha. With that I mean jobs which give you a proper salary. Friday last week was like a slap in my face so I guess I'll never step inside that building again....

Otherwise I'm enjoying my holiday as long as I can. I've been shopping, partying and just been.  It just feels so weird when I'm not going to any school this fall. It feels so empty. 

I need to see the friends who are going to move to other cities, countries and so on. 

Until later,

Haadi