Jacket Heaven

OMG that jacket!

 :( So nice and aaah!! But the price... OMG

this is also nice :D

ehh , it fits better in my budget..

What Happened

Partying isn't that a good thing for me. At the moment. 

Today feeling like shit. Or not shit. Tired. Really really tired. We went to bed at 5. a.m. Can't deny it, that it was sooo much fun!!! Can't stop thinking about it!

Now I'm not even tired. Haha laughing. I have felt like a zombie all day. Now I want that it would be Tuesday.
God, I'm so pathetic. Just wishing it would be summer. Or no not yet. After one week. Then summer holiday. That would be so perfect. But no, instead we have 4-5 weeks left of school.





Laters,




Haadi

Living Inside A Dream

Every guy everywhere just gives me mad attention, like I'm under inspection. I always get a ten because I'm built like that.

So.. It happens tomorrow. I'm excited and thrilled. On the other hand, it will be over tomorrow. You know, they say: Everything good comes slowly.

My head is confused, since the random eye contact again. Like twice today. -.-

Nu tar vi båten till Mariehamn...

a hint to you who I'm dressing up as tomorrow.

Have a nice weekend everyone!

Cause I'm gonna have one! :D

Haadi

Till The Daylight's Fading

I don't know anything, I don't know what to do. Like I talked with a friend in 20 minutes about life.

In the middle of the road.

So freaking excited for Friday. I was more yesterday. But tomorrow, whoa I'm nearly freaking out then. On Friday I will be ..... all over the place.

OMGing around.  Okay I have been OMGing around since Monday..
And I have a speech on Friday. Juuptiduu..





A beating love within my heart, we're going up,up, up u-up





Bye for now,




Haadi

Excited as fu*k

Stop imagining.. Like wtf is happening. I'm freezing but yet I'm happy. Random feeling.

It feels like yesterday that it was Friday. And now it's 3 days till Friday. Then it will be the most awesome day ever!!!!!!! Like OMG!

I have a flu, maybe that's why I'm freezing.. Well, today was a good day although it rained. But good things happened too. I'm soo happy about the fact that school ends in about 5 weeks.

Don't hold your breath no. 

I'm beginning to feel like a drunkie, yes now I said it myself, cause I have been in the liqueur store really a lot in the past few days. 

Latersss,

Haadi

I'm Not Like The Rest

Jesus Christ..

there's no halo round my head, there's no fantasy.

mmhmm, that's true.

My Life Is A Big Fat Joke

What have I done today. Absolutely nothing it feels like. I have seen a friend. And been on Fb.

Yey. I bought a bracelet for 2 freaking €. Whoops. 

I recognized that I don't have much money. Jesus. How am I going to cope the whole summer...

I wonder , I wonder.. 

Until Laters,

Haadi 

The music

Really Awkward

Hello. This happened yesterday. I was at our school party. I drank too much and it was too strong. 

Hmm.. not a good thing. I will hear about this for a really long time.

Today I have felt like a zombie. But I still went outside so that made me feel a lot better. And now..

I have done something I will show tomorrow. 

You want a piece of me...

You Know Who I Am

I can see you staring there across the block, with a smile on your mouth and your hand on your huh.

I Gasp For Air

Gloorious. We are hot and young, we are free.

This and last weekend was really great. Okay, today was better :). I was shopping earlier today and now in the evening I saw a movie with Cecci, Hanna, and Ellen. Then we went to Subway afterwords. We "ate" for one and a half hour. Fun funn :))

I bought this phone last weekend♥

This weekend:

 A blazer I found on a flee market yesterday with I and J. Had to buy it. Then I bought a training top for only 3€ today!

And I bought a flip cover for my phone.

Haadi

Haj hajj

My head feels like mashed potatoes right now. I don't have enough motivation for this test week. Finnish culture course test tomorrow. Crap x1000....

Easter Holiday tomorrow!!!

You Left My Soul Bleeding

Oh hey. I'm going to show you some awesome things I got as present from I and J on Friday!!

Thank You so much!

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this one I bought last week from Cubus!

Then I was shopping yesterday with Jontero. And I'm in love with this pattern!

And we saw the movie: Oz the Great and Powerful. It was good actually.

not as good as I expected but still I love them!

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Take it away, remove this from me. Remove this weird memory.

Like it has existed but as an experience that will make me wiser. Learn from my mistakes.

Last week. Remove some parts of it. These are just wishes.

And how am I supposed to know if it ever was anything there?

Were I just imagining and hoping.

I think this will stay unanswered.

Make me better to understand.

It's so long since that day.

Spring will come, then summer.

Wonder if I

Learn to forget.

I can now see

what I thought could have worked.

Me being such a jerk

trying to make it as it used to be.

This is weird. 

Whatever it was.

If it even was.

Something I imagined.

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Bye for now,

Haadi

Good Tunes

cold chills goes down my spine when I listen to this song..

It's Today

School "prom"-dance today and tomorrow! Can't wait! 

Christmas Lights

It has really happened much since the last time I wrote.

............

Today we had an extra school day when we had a charity bazaar. Kind of fun cause I didn't do the same thing as last year. Now I sold cakes etc..

Then to my inner thoughts..

Can't a human always control their thoughts so that you just say the things you know won't sound wrong and stupid afterwords?

Sometimes I wonder why on earth I have said something..

So unnecessary. **

 Like if I hadn't a brain that works properly, or then it's my mouth that lets everything out like it was a reflex to say something "smart" at the totally wrong moments. This must sound really random.

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Bye!

Haadi

Love Lockdown

Excited holy my. gosh. I really like this song.

Even more excited about our dance. 

Now I'm Back On My Feet

So here are the pictures from yesterday!

♥

Speechless ♥♥

can't really believe I "hugged" her..!!

Good night,

Haadi

I Envy You

Omg Didi.. She sings so gooood!!!!!!!!!

Like really good.. Amazing talent.

Hehe I got a few pictures that were good but I will show them tomorrow since the pictures won't cooperate with me tonight.

And she sang Speechless. 

So I was really pleased to see the concert and we sat on the second row. Not bad at all. 

And here's one of her songs she sang which I really liked!

(I liked all but this one I hadn't heard before)

Enjoy,

Haadi

Here We Go!

Tomorrow it's it!!! We have our first musical performance! For parents, relatives and friends. Yesterday we were in school until half past 7 in the evening rehearsing. And we had rehearsals today too and hopefully everything will work out perfectly tomorrow and on Wednesday. I'm both excited and nervous for the dances I'm in but we'll see how it goes.

Lately, I have noticed that if I'm tired in the morning I get more energy from somewhere at noon.. 

Maybe it's just me seeing my friends in school that makes me happy and energetic.

 Hmm, weird or what.

Until next time,

Haadi

New song ;)